Wednesday, March 30, 2005

some 'in & unin' teresting things

It has been a while... I've wanted to write another post here long ago, but there has been no connection in this house. I miss my blog. =D

Many things happened these few days. Uninteresting things though... Our room was flooded with rain water because we left the windows open. I bought a swimming suit and a set of bikini too! Bikini... Can anyone imagine why? I can't myself. Hahahah... Well... maybe there's always a 'just in case I get slim' right? Yeah... that's why.

Then, what else happened? Oh~ this is something more interesting. My very good friend and a girl friend of mine are lovers now! I went out with him like old days a few days ago where he told me the news like it was nothing. I find it funny then. I do feel happy for them, I do.

It has been many years since he was involved in a relationship with a girl. He told me his feelings about things happening now. Some which kept me wondering. Anyhow, I'll keep the details to myself~!


Friday, March 11, 2005

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Mother or Me?

i know this may not be a good subject to post here... however, i am trying to treat this blog as a place for me to let out 'some' of my feelings... so... here goes...

mother, or me?

this has not been the first time i face this kind of problem... i do understand our parents, especially our mums play a very important role in our lifes; i terribly love my mother too. however... when an argument occurs because of mothers, most of the times it's because of theirs (GUYS).

am i not as important as your mum? why can't you think of me first? why does she talk so cruelly? why can't she talk in a nicer way with me? why? why? why?

there are so many whys and unfairness that we girls can't understand here. why can't they grow up? why can't their mothers be as understanding as mine? these are the questions i often feel like having someone answer for me.

no... there won't be an answer for this. maybe it's how God made them; just like how God made us girls always moody and demanding. which guys won't be able to understand WHY, and always feel like having someone answer their questions for them.

so, life is fair i guess. maybe we just have to try accept the fact that when they have to choose, it won't be us... sad to say... YOU GUYS will have to accept us being jumpy, angry, noisy, grumpy, unhappy, and the list goes on!

hahahah!! now i feel better~ 'coz compared to the hundred things they have to sacrifice, ours is too tiny to be annoyed at~

Sunday, March 06, 2005



this would be the first time i'm posting a blog of my own. i'm not sure it'll turn out good.. it may be a boring one that will not interest anyone.

my english!!!! i don't think it's good enough to let me express what i have in mind.. i think i could write a better blog if i didn't stop writting my diary (which i'm good at! i've been writting my diaries since i was in form 3; when i had my first so-called boy-friend. =รพ ). however, i have stopped writting about a year now..

back to my blog~ why did i decide to start a blog now.. hmm.. i think it's because i actually do enjoy writting about my feelings, my thoughts, and also when i see or experience certain things.

(paused for more than 5 minutes... still thinking.. better stop here.. my mind is blocked. )